Like Bobby Hayden, Jr., I was immersed in a life of self. I spent the first fifty years of my life living the life of self-sufficiency and putting my self first. It was all about self. I hit rock bottom in July 2005. I was living for MYSELF 110%! I was seeking release from the troubles of life--working on the problem of existence from my own personal point of view, trying to solve what we experience as the difficulties and frustrations of life.
